Atheism in the Eyes of Me as A God

I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my direction,
I look in the mirror,
I've already lost my reflection.
The ice that I stand on
Is barely any deep
And although the water is frozen
The torrent is only asleep

I stand on slippery ground
That you may regard me
A coward or a fool
I collapse before taking a step
I've already decided
The shards must crack beneath my feet
My fate, my will, my mind.
Is sealed.
My life and all my sins
All of it is repealed.

That's it.
It's over.
I got drunk on my vices,
It's a moral hangover.

I'm losing my mind,
I'm losing my direction,
I look in the mirror,
I've already lost my reflection.